Long time

for more than a year i wasted myself
i stopped doing the things i liked
i didn't write anything forget about publishing
i did not read even a single book ... the lone book i started never got finished ..
i stopped playing.. lived like a hog.. slept with marred dreams.. disinterested.. dis illusoned
time was standstill, as if the hourglass was broken . and now as i write, words fail me, logic defies me, reason has lost me and i go back again in trance hallucinating about what could have and what can never be
but
i am glad to live all over again
PS: sorry keats the last line i stole from you

:O

So the CAT scores are out . the most highly awaited result of my life till now. i thought i had fared pretty well but alas! why do the results come out ?
why does it always have to be me ?
i sure have lost my creativity a big mental block had found its its place safely nestled between my brain and spinal chord, So what's my percentile well 92.6 bad with 78 in english i was born to be doomed. Another big question is now looming what next? which college will accept me? i have a job yes, but with the fall of satyam a tsunami of IT professionals is going to flood the market who will seek out the freshers. i find it hard to belive that a job can be promised these days
true there is no point crying over spilled beans and i shall not anymore, its 6 hours already since i have seen the result, my best friend got 99.47 she has now calls from IIM -a,-b, -c, -k i am so happy for her but only if i can show it . another lesson learnt
attitude and arrogance comes from perfomance, you don't perform bloody well shut up there is no place for loosers
till the second sunday of november